Feb. 16th, 2009 11:56 pm
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my dog mickey got a hold to some gum in had in my purse, and like a dummy, i left it open on the floor and she ate like...4 pieces. the trident gum has an ingredient called xylitol, and it's lethal to dogs. it causes liver damage/failure.

so far, she's acting normal. we called the animal poison control and they told us what to do (we had to give her a mixture of yogurt and peroxide to induce vomiting), and we're slowly introducing food and water to her like we were instructed to do.

this is all my fault. i usually keep my purse zipped up, but this morning the garbage men came, and i had to run and get my keys to hepl my mom and i left my purse open. ;_;

we have to take mickey to the vet within 48 hours to get her liver levels checked. i really hope they're good.

although my dad is staying up all night to monitor her, i don't know if i'm going to be able to sleep well tonight.

p.s. i am coming down with something AGAIN. i swear, just two weeks ago i had a really bad cold, and now my throat is sore. wtf. i was sick in december-january too. this isn't good....


Feb. 15th, 2009 09:19 pm
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i can't believe i got a freakin' 100% on my japanese test. omg. what a relief. i had studied so hard for that test - i stayed up late the night before until almost 1 in the morning and only got 5 hours of sleep, but apparently it paid off. *celebrates*

that'll basically negate the one F i got on a quiz. yeah boy~

so i think i have a B+/A in that class. not sure, but it's good, that's all i know LOL.

as far as my music classes....not good. D:
well ear training at least.

i need a job for the summer...i'm scared i won't be able to find one in this screwed up economy. i could hardly get one a few years ago when it wasn't as bad. sigh. maybe my uncle can get me a job at one of his cleaners or something. :/

if i get really desperate...it'll be back to the day care center for me. ;_____;


Feb. 7th, 2009 10:31 am
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i am so mad that i'm being forced to go to an orientation for school. wtf? how are you going to hold my records just because i didn't look at a powerpoint slideshow for an hour? put that crap online, let me view it if i want, and be done with it.

i am a freakin' TRANSFER student. most colleges work the same when it comes to administration. i know how they work. wtf. I HATE YOU WRIGHT COLLEGE. *wants to punch something*

taking a #$%^ hour bus ride to sit in a room and look at a powerpoint for an hour. AN HOUR. i could be getting my english paper done right now. omg. i hate this....


Feb. 2nd, 2009 10:05 pm
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i feel so unmotivated.

it's going to be this beautiful phone:

the lg voyager!

if i don't like it, it's okay. verizon has a 30 day phone exchange thing, so i can take it back and get the env2 if i end up hating the voyager.

it won't take me 5 minutes to type out "hi how are you". omg SO EXCITED.
i'm sad though i won't be able to have my phone charms on it. ;_;

p.s. i know my mood doesn't make any sense LOL


Jan. 30th, 2009 06:47 pm
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psh i was about to do my english homework, and it's this like...report that we have to read that a student did and we have to fill out this worksheet.

i didn't even have to do that crap when i had AP english. wtf.

imma just skim through it so i can get my answers for the worksheet.

i swear, this class is like...ugh. so much tedious work. visiting a library's website and writing 2-3 paragraphs to analyze it? :/

i am...

Jan. 25th, 2009 01:23 am
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very confused and scared about my future.

i don't know anything anymore. i don't know if i made the right decision to transfer to city college. i don't know if i really want to major in music. i don't know if the feeling of missing photography is one of the need for familiarity and comfort or one of actual passion and love.

i don't want to take forever in school trying to figure out what i want to do in life. i only have a year and a half left of city college (if i stay) to figure out where i want to transfer (if i stick with music) and a few months to figure out what i want to really major in.

i'm so lost right now.

maybe i just need to give it some more time. it's only been a week since the first day as a music major.
but for some reason, i have this feeling that i won't like being one for 4 years.

i'm just so torn.
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of the spring semester. at a new school,, with a new major.
basically, i felt lost in all of my music classes.

my advisor didn't tell me there was an essentials of music theory (or something like that), otherwise i would've taken that instead of music theory 101. she put me in theory 101, and i was SO freakin' lost. the teacher was talking about triads and harmonic scales and intervals. i was just sitting there trying to hide my "wtf?" expression.

he asked the class who hasn't taken he first class, and i raised my hand. he said he'll put me in the lower level class if i want, but it'll be hard work if i stay in 101. i said okay, and yeah. idk. i think i'll be okay. i've been studying all the stuff i mentioned, and i'm starting to get it all. plus, this week will be review (and next week too? idk), so we'll see. i have a week to drop this class if i need to, and i haven't opened the book yet haha. so i can return it and get my money back if i need to.

piano was....interesting. the teacher is this lady from poland, and she had a problem understanding if we were saying D or G, F or E. i think it's because she's old. *Shrugs* so anyway, she went through the class and asked each of us our skill level (i said i know notes, but not on the bass clef, and i don't know how to play the piano), and so she started hitting keys on the piano, and the note on the staff on this lit display board would appear. this huge pole was in the way, so i didn't even know there was a bass clef at the bottom. so when she'd press a note down there, i would have the wrong number and she'd just keep hitting it. so i wa slike "wtf?" so now she thinks i'm dumb or i was lying when i said i could read music. :/

she even split up the class into the good people, and the ones who know nothing. i'm stuck inbetween, sigh.

english was okay. found out the topic of the class is famous chicago murders. definitely will be interesting haha. a 10 page research paper is due at the end. not too bad i don't think.

aural was okay i guess. didn't really do anything. seemed like a repeat of theory since it's the same teacher. we're apparently going to be singing in that class (gasp), but oh well. i think i'll be fine. my voice isn't great, but i don't hurt people's ears when i sing either. and there's like...12 people in the class, so i don't think i'll frak out too bad.

japanese....the teacher is a dry, little old man. i love how he introduced himself.

"i'm sandsy satsou and i was born in japan" *silence* *looks out at class*

he freaked everyone out when he said that we had to memorize the frst 15 hirigana by tomorrow for the quiz. i'm sure a lot of people are gonna be dropping that class. especially since we're gonna have quizzes every week. XD

it's definitely interesting going to a regular school versus SAIC. saic was so small and everyone was like art art art art, but where i am it's like art, medical, music, education, etc. and it's so many people too, and everyone seems to be more happy LOL. i think as art students, we get depressed being stuck inside studios for so long, haha.

so yeah. i think i'll be fine? pray for me ya'll. i need a perfect GPA to get into northwestern university if i choose to go there. idk about depaul.
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2009 Scrapbook~

"Think about the year that has passed. All the memories, the entries and posts that made the year special. Think about all your past layouts, default icons, mood themes. How about all those conversations you had via comments, or the huge post in ONTD that you spent all night commenting on. The 2009 Scrapbook Post is a way to help you remember all of that, in a single post." - [livejournal.com profile] 2009_scrapbook 

yeah, so i saw [livejournal.com profile] huongle's scrapbook, and i thought it was pretty awesome. :D
hopefully i can remember to keep up with this, haha. i'll probably forget and won't update it again until august, lol.

knowing me this'll probably be the only layout i have all year. XD 
  • we got married
  • azumanga daioh
 dang so many songs already and it's only the 8th of january! shows that i listen to too much music. D: 
  • new edition // can you stand the rain
  • ARIA // FALLIN' (-D.O.I Remix-)
  • kanye west // robocop
  • kanye west // heartless
  • gemini // we on (ft. lupe fiasco)
  • 동방신기 - flower lady
  • 동방신기 // mirotic
  • 동방신기 // hey! (don't bring me down)
  • 동방신기 // wrong number
  • kanye west // addiction (old song from 2006, but whatever. it's still amazing lol)
  • crystal kay / ITOSHIITO
  • crystal kay // i can't wait
  • kanye west // the glory
  • 휘성 // choco luv
  • 휘성 // 완벽한 남자
  none yet. believe that one is coming soon LOL.
LOL NEVERMIND! first one~


  • oguri shun
  • wheesung
  • hwangbo
  • hyunjoong
  • lil wayne falling on stage in chicago: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2YceewyNbE
  • black women walking: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vp-Eq6QGSfI
  • mirotic dance version: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1mTgnt5GkYQ


Jan. 5th, 2009 06:12 pm
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man i finally found KBS world channel for chicago (it's channel 41 for anyone wondering). i was soooo happy LOL.
i remember watching the channel when i was younger at my grandparents' house in the den. i was about 7 when i started watching the dramas, all engulfed in them, not knowing what anyone was saying, but i kinda got the jist....

big mommy (grandma): sade, lunch is ready
me: okay big mommy. can i wait until the commercial? i just found out the lady was cheating on her husband!
big mommy: hahahaha okay baby. come into the kitchen when you're ready.
me: okay *concentrates on tv*

so today when i found out about KBS, i rand into my parents room to turn on the TV and through the fuzziness, i could see that that You Are My Destiny was on. i was like "OMG YAY" and ran into the living room to tell my dad. he was like YAY. hahaha.

i forgot to tell you guys, but one of my birthday presents was a tv tuner for my laptop so i can watch tv on my macbook pro~ yeah boyyyy.
so now i'll be able to watch all my korean dramas, house of payne, bernie mac show, king of queens, AMERICA'S BEST DANCE CREW, america's next top model (meh it's so bad now, but i'm addicted, lol).

sigh. i'm waiting for marlena to call me to see when we're going to dave and buster's tonight, but i don't feel like going now. it's almost 6:30pm, i'm in my pajamas, warm and comfy. i don't feel like getting dressed again and going out, being irritated by people. my energy has been drained. being an introvert sucks at times. no one understands the fact that i need a day off from people to regain my energy. D:

edit: THIS IS THE MOST EPIC SONG EVER. ALMOST 13 MINUTES? HECK YES. full of fusion jazz amazingness. check them out if you like herbie hancock and other jazz fusion folks. (this song is from grooveline's street vibes album)

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...mainly because i feel scared as i walk down the street and see groups and guys and because my mom has been sexually assulted many times in her life by random guys she doesn't even know.

i brought up this video with my parents, and my dad seems to think that a lot (not all) of these reports of girls getting shot or bricks being thrown at are because of more than just them rejecting the guy (for instance, the guy knows the girl's brother and they had a figh, and want to get back at him by attacking his sister).

my mom and i tried to tell him otherwise, but he didn't believe it. he said that "i like to believe that mankind is a little bit better than that". i would like to think the same, but mankind isn't better than that...

if he were out and about like i were, he would believe these stories. these guys are crazy. they have mental issues, seriously. i'm not being funny when i say this either. rejection of any kind make them upset, and with a gun or any other weapon in their possession, they will be violent.

this video perfectly explains why i look down at the ground when i walk by dudes in my neighborhood, have the meanest look on my face, i listen to my ipod, or i walk across the street to avoid them.


p.s. story about a girl in D.C. being shot at her front door for rejecting a guy: www.wjla.com/news/stories/0908/554710.html
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i guess i can see it a little? i just think we smile the same. *shrug*

MyHeritage: Family tree - Genealogy - Celeb


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haha i love my dad. he was like, "ah i gotta play 'happy birthday' by stevie wonder!" *comes back a few minutes later* "I CAN'T FIND IT! D:" then i was like "psh what kinda stevie wonder fan are you?" XD

but yeah. hanging out with the friends today at the chinese buffet 'cause it's cheap and close to kat's house, haha. maybe my head will be good enough to play DDR today?

(oh i didn't tell ya'll. the other day i went ice skating and fell and hit my big ol' head on the ice. >_< i'm still recovering. haven't gone to the doctor, but it's getting better, so i don't think it warrants a trip to the hospital/doctor's office)

so yeah. i'm excited for today. ^_^

p.s. omg i love soy (my friend's nickname). she put like, 3 daniel henney related posts on my facebook wall. LOL. 2 photos and a video. then she was like, "I HOPE YOU GET A DANIEL HENNEY STRIPPER" i died laughing. ♥ *watches video again*

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i need to lose weight so bad. ;_;
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i weight 144 now! O:

i haven't weighed that much in the longest time! the weight loss came from me forgetting to pack my lunch in the morning and not having any cash to buy food from the school's cafe. so i ended up eating almonds that were in my bag and and water, haha.

but now i have to slow down on my eating today so i don't gain it back, hhaha. it's so hard though. my grandmother made some sock-it-to-me cake, and it's soooo good. -tries not eat another piece-

happy thanksgiving everyone!
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i know i'm super late on this because i know people have been doing this forever, but i just made my first free ringtone online. eeeee now i don't have to buy ringtones anymore. it would suck when i got a new phone and my ringtones would be stuck on my old one. -_-;

(if anyone wants to know, i did it here: http://www.makeownringtone.com/)

*goes to make some more*


Nov. 18th, 2008 09:48 pm
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sigh. i love introducing people to new music. it makes me all warm and fuzzy inside.
not that anyone cares, but another music artist review coming up soon, i promise. this time it's on epik high!

okay. this was just to distract myself from my concert review for music history, lol.

*gets back to work*
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i just got home from personally witnessing the most important event in american history: obama becoming the 44th president of the united states.

i'm still on a high, it's crazy. all of chicago is going crazy right now. it's just so amazing.


Nov. 4th, 2008 10:48 am
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OBAMA '08.


obama rally tonight at grant park! not only have i participated in making history, i am going to witness it in person as well!
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Comment and I'll give you a letter.
Then you have to list ten things you LOVE that begin with that letter.
Afterward, post this in your journal and give out some letters of your own.

bella_gray gave me the letter S, so here we go!
things i love that start with the letter S! )


Oct. 28th, 2008 09:03 pm
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i'm such an unintentional jerk.

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