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i weight 144 now! O:

i haven't weighed that much in the longest time! the weight loss came from me forgetting to pack my lunch in the morning and not having any cash to buy food from the school's cafe. so i ended up eating almonds that were in my bag and and water, haha.

but now i have to slow down on my eating today so i don't gain it back, hhaha. it's so hard though. my grandmother made some sock-it-to-me cake, and it's soooo good. -tries not eat another piece-

happy thanksgiving everyone!

Comment and I'll give you a letter.
Then you have to list ten things you LOVE that begin with that letter.
Afterward, post this in your journal and give out some letters of your own.

bella_gray gave me the letter S, so here we go!
( things i love that start with the letter S! )

i keep finding myself getting too much into my music that i lose track of time.

for instance:

1) yesterday i was late because i was too busy dancing and being overwhelmed by music and i thought, "i have time!" when i really didn't

and

2) just now, i spent 30 minutes singing/rapping along to songs when i was supposed to be doing my core studio project. :/

craaaaaaap.

sometimes i get really frustrated and lazy because i am not interested in my classes at all, but then i think: "there are only 2 months left. you can make it."

i really hope i can.

*starts counting down*

random note: OMG i got rain's new album rainism, and the song "only you" is freakin' AWESOME. it's been on repeat since yesterday. i love it. the rest of the album is meh, but this song is amazing in my book.

went on my dad's late bday dinner today at yum thai. mmmmm good. we bought some dvds, so hopefully they're good, or i'm gonna be mad, haha.

core studio all over again.

i hate redoing this stupid crap. going back and refilming everything? wtf. ugh.

unfortunately, i'm feeling the same way about photography. D: *is sad*

SERIOUSLY. IT REALLY, REALLY WAS.

although i went by myself, i was having too much fun to even realize that the people sitting to the left of me were strangers (i was at the end of the aisle).

all of the crews (super cr3w, jabbawockeez, A.S.I.I.D, break sk8, fanny pak) did their favorite dances from the show. i was SO glad SC did the james brown sex machine and ninja dances - those were my FAVORITES. jabbawockeez did dances to apologize, and some other ones (i can't remember. they were all awesome, of course), and i was SO excited to see A.S.I.I.D., because they were one of my early favorites in the second season, and i was supremely disappointed to see them leave so early in the game (about the 6th week or so?) fanny pak did "when i grow up" (i hate that song, ugh) , but the dance was cute, haha.

when the jabbawockeez came out during the whole "dance throughout the years" segment with all of the other crews, i was like, "OMG MY BABY BENNNNNNNNN <3" okay. i didn't say it out loud, but i was spazzing, haha. and omg, rainen did the longest head spin EVER. i was like, "YEAH BOY~" he's so much cuter in person, for real. the whole crew was so great. it was amazing.

at one point, the host was announced that there was a special guest from chicago. so were were all cheering and all filled with pride, and then he says, "....XTREME DANCE FORCE!"

half the audience: "......oh" -_-; *polite clapping*
the other half: "OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGYAYYYYYYYY"

it was hilarious to see everyone's reactions. i personally don't like them; they seemed like a glorified N'Sync. *shrugs* i clapped for them though. didn't want to be a jerk, lol.

the show seemed so short, though. :[ i waited in the north lobby hoping the boys would come out, but only people who had special wristbands could go and see them/stay in the building. so i got kicked out (not for real, but you know haha), and i waited over by the tour buses. they never came out while i was there. sigh.

BUT - when the show was ending, they all bowed and waved and whatnot, and some of them went to the edge of the stage to shake hands and stuff. so i ran up to the stage (i was about 6 seats from the front), and i got some handshakes....er handtouches? eh i don't know. but yeah, mike murda, joey, one of the girls from A.S.I.I.D., rockadile (i think), one of the guys from xtreme dance force touched my hand. so i was all like, "yay!"

but i didn't freak out like this one group of girls:

*screeching voices in unison* "OH MY GOD. HE TOUCHED MY HANDDDDDDDD"
everyone: O_O omg *covers ears*

so yeah, it was amazing. i needed do go out and do something like that. really got my sprits up. :]

( photos! )

( ooh my first youtube upload! )

ughhhh

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO FOR MY PHOTO PROJECT.

I HAVE A BORING LIFE, AND ALL THE PLACES I WANT TO DOCUMENT ARE "DANGEROUS" SO I CAN'T DO THOSE.

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stolen from halffling! answer these questions for me please. :D it's be cool to know some your answers to these questions!

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30) Do you swear a lot?
31) Biggest pet peeve?
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
34) Favorite and least favorite food?
35) Do you believe in God?
36) What is your current occupation?
37) Where on Earth are you situated?
38) Will you re-post this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

for my music history class, i have to go to 2 concerts and do a review on them. i was going to go to roger's concert yesterday, but my parents were like, "noooo it's in humboldt park at night" so i understood that, especially since i would be going alone.

so i searched around on myspace, and found out that this folk singer or whatever was going to be at the oaktober fest in oak park. so i was like, "okay. perfect. it's in oakpark, with a lot of adults and kids, so it'll be safer".

my parents thought it was good, and they were going to go with me. i was actually kind of excited because it was going to be a family outing thing. however, my dad just called me 5 minutes ago, and was like, "call paul and 'em (cousins) and ask them to go with you. i'm not going."

i tried explaining to him that they don't like that kind of music, but my dad replied with, "so? ask them anyway!" so i did, and paul was like, "what is oaktoberfest?" uhhhh dude you live in oak park. shouldn't you know? and then he was like, "oh well i don't think i can make it. i have a lot of homework" -_- samuel hasn't replied yet, but i doubt he's gonna go if paul or micah isn't going.

ugh. i can't stand when my dad says he's gonna do something and then changes his mind. maybe i can convince mommy to go with me.

if neither of my parents want to go, they better let me go alone, 'cause i need to go to a concert before october 1st, and i have no time to go to any next week.