i am...

[xradiostatic]

very confused and scared about my future.

i don't know anything anymore. i don't know if i made the right decision to transfer to city college. i don't know if i really want to major in music. i don't know if the feeling of missing photography is one of the need for familiarity and comfort or one of actual passion and love.

i don't want to take forever in school trying to figure out what i want to do in life. i only have a year and a half left of city college (if i stay) to figure out where i want to transfer (if i stick with music) and a few months to figure out what i want to really major in.

i'm so lost right now.

maybe i just need to give it some more time. it's only been a week since the first day as a music major.
but for some reason, i have this feeling that i won't like being one for 4 years.

i'm just so torn.

Comments

[domyouji-love.livejournal.com]

I had the same belief, that I'd have everything planned by 21/22. And next month I'm turning 22 years old, and I still don't have a plan in mind.

But whatever you choose to do, I'm sure you'll make the right decision for yourself. ^__^