rants.

[xradiostatic]

my cell phone sucks.

i have the most crappy phone that has ever existed: the razr. sure, it's all cute and slim and can fit in my pocket, but i'd rather have the brick from the 1980s that the razr! i charge the phone, and TWO DAYS LATER, it's dead! i'm hardly using the thing! sure, it says on all the time, but that shouldn't drain the battery, because no activity is going on! i miss my old, more chunky phone that held a charge for 2 weeks. :[

i suck.

so yeah. we had our second timed writing in ap lang last week and i BOMBED it. well...not completely. i got a 3 out of 9 (hey, i'm trying to give myself a little credit here!). so i had to rewrite it. when we talked about it the next day, the passages that we had to write about were so CLEAR AND SO FREAKIN' OBVIOUS. i felt so silly 'cause i didn't understand how i missed all the things that i missed.

i have a love/hate relationship with that class. i think the feeling of love has more weight than the hatred, so that's good.

me? link crew leader?

i don't know if you remember, but a couple of months ago, i was saying how i am a part of link crew at my school (juniors and seniors help out freshman and stuff), and i feel as if i'm the worst leader ever. my partner wasn't here today, so i was by myself, talking to my group of freshman. it was so dead and quiet and we had a little conversation, but it was mainly me reading what was on the paper. i am such an introvert, and it hurts me a lot. i wish i could be loud and outgoing like other people i hang out with, but i just can't. not around people i don't know, at least. i just feel so fake when i try to be all upbeat and all, "OKAY GUYS! HOW WAS YOUR WEEKEND?"

i wish i could be more outspoken, but it's just not me.

random thoughts.

I NEED BOOKS. NOWWWWWWWW. i need to head to the library...crap. i have to renew my library card before i do that. but i'm too lazy. i'd rather spend money at borders than go through all of the trouble to renew my card. :[

i need more classical music, too. i've been listening to george winston (although he's classified as new age) for about two weeks straight, and i want his other stuff and some different artists as well. i'm not sure if anyone who reads this is into classical music, but if you happen to be, can you please suggest some? i love it so.

my face is freakin' out on me. i have acne EVERYWHERE. i used to only have pimples on my forehead and chin, but now they're all on my cheeks, forehead and neck. i am sad. maybe i should switch back to proactiv? i'm not sure though. that crap was expensive.

p.s. I WANT THESE GLASSES:

Comments

[maliciousmotive.livejournal.com]

aww really you hate your razr? wow. LIKE FIRST PERSON I'VE EVER MET TO SAY THAT =o i actually really love mine and that's weird that your battery goes out that fast. mine doesn't stay on all the time so maybe that's why but my battery can last me a few weeks at a time. is yours old? when you leave them on every day for a while the battery life goes down drastically.

ahh i'm sure you're a great leader =] you don't necessarily have to talk a lot to be a good leader but if you're that concerned about it maybe look at what your partner says & does and if this situation ever arises again you can do/say those things too.

[xradiostatic.livejournal.com]

wow really? i know a lot of people who think their razr sucks! i got my razr in may, so it's not that old.

yeah. i've been paying attention to what my partner does and try to do the same.

[maliciousmotive.livejournal.com]

oh really? hmmmm i am obviously hanging out with the wrong people, lol. yeah i got mine in july and it works pretty okay...but it might be because, again, i don't leave it on all the time. that's crazy that you had phones with such a long battery life before...my phones have never been as good. like i'd have it OFF and the battery would be gone within a day and with my razr the battery stays for like 2-3 weeks. though if i talk on the phone for like...an hour or two, the battery is completely gone. that sucks =(