yaaay

[xradiostatic]

(completely unrelated photo, but it's one of my favorite ones i've taken, ever)

i can't believe i've lost 9 freakin' pounds so far. i haven't been in the 130s since i was little (sad, i know. it was a combo of my grandmother force feeding me and meds that contained steroids :/). i'm so proud of myself. it's so weird to look in the mirror and see my collarbones a little and see my face a little bit slimmer.

too bad i just ate a slice of pizza at my grandmother's house and i only have 122 calories left over to eat today. DDDDD:
and then went i went into her kitchen:

her: "hey baby, there's more pizza! :D
me: oh no, i'm fine big mommy!
her: there's also ice cream in the freezer!
me: oh...uh i'm good! :]

dang if i ate everything she offered me, i'd be eating well over 3000 calories a day. x_x
</boring calorie+weight loss crap>

anyway, i love that it's spring. the weather has been beautiful and with daylight savings time, it's still bright out when it's 7pm. i absolutely love it. i'm not looking forward to the summer heat though. ugh. i detest it. all heat above 75 degrees and humidity is evil.

Comments

[xradiostatic.livejournal.com]

awww thanks olga! of course you can make it your desktop. :]

ugh i will forever hate steroids. they like...make the fat permanent or something. D:

[maliciousmotive.livejournal.com]

aww ty :) I know some people are like...possessive about their art or whatever. i promise if anyone asks i will tell them that my amazing photographer friend sade took the picture :P

yeah they do. i can't really remember why but it has something to do with cortisol production ("steroids" are actually corticosteroids which are different than anabolic steroids) which messes with the endocrine system and makes you gain weight. sucks ballsies.