i want to see the chicago symphony orchestra so bad, but i don't have $400 dollars to see them. D:

i've been really missing playing music lately. my dad wanted me to go to music school, and sometimes i wonder if i should've done that instead. i miss playing so much.

maybe i'll just go back to von one day and be like, "HEY MR. WALKER! CAN I PLAY?" haha. that'd be cool. i miss being first chair and feeling all proud and winning competitions.

sigh.