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i know a lot of us don't live anywhere near NYC and would still like to participate, but it's still possible! if you have facebook go here for the event, message one of the admins and tell them what you want written on a post-it note! if you don't have a facebook, pass the message along to me and i can send it along.

you have until friday september 11 @ 2PM to submit!

And remember guys, we're not doing this to go against Jay's decision, but in hope that this small gathering/protest might bring a different outcome. Remember, we support Jaebeom and 2PM no matter what.

just something to keep in mind.

let's show how much we love and support jay!

keep going.

Sep. 7th, 2009 11:01 pm
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jay, don't give up please. don't let others get to you. they want to see you give up, to go back home, and just drop everything you worked so hard for. if you need a rest, please rest. but don't give up. so many people have faith in you.

i know i'm a loser, but i'm so emotionally invested in this, and i'm seriously worried about him and the rest of 2pm and one day as a whole.


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i want: indian food, vietnamese food, thai food, hot water cornbread and fried green tomatoes. *hungry*


Apr. 2nd, 2009 10:04 pm
xradiostatic: (hiro)

i basically bombed my english project (such a shock to me. i thought i did well) and i have to spend my week editing it and writing my first draft for my 10 page paper, studying for music theory, japanese and piano. :/ asdfghjkl;

but i guess the fact that epik high has international ordering set up makes me feel a tab bit better. i just have to wait until the weekend to order the album since they have to send me the order form for my t-shirt. *anxious*

also, to the people on my f-list that know who i'm talking about:
wtfff hiro mizushima got married?! D:
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epik high's newest mv for the title track of their album map the soul was just released a few minutes ago.
basically, it is amazing, hauntingly beautiful, and i can't adequately express my feelings right now.

i cannot wait for their album to arrive at my house.
they're basically musical/poetic geniuses.

(ya'll might be sitting there like "wtf, this girl gets emotional about some music. calm down." but i can't help it. i adore musicians with their talent/determination like epik high and i can't help but gush/spaz/be in awe about it all.)


Mar. 21st, 2009 07:51 pm
xradiostatic: (madea - purnch you in the face!)
(completely unrelated photo, but it's one of my favorite ones i've taken, ever)

i can't believe i've lost 9 freakin' pounds so far. i haven't been in the 130s since i was little (sad, i know. it was a combo of my grandmother force feeding me and meds that contained steroids :/). i'm so proud of myself. it's so weird to look in the mirror and see my collarbones a little and see my face a little bit slimmer.

too bad i just ate a slice of pizza at my grandmother's house and i only have 122 calories left over to eat today. DDDDD:
and then went i went into her kitchen:

her: "hey baby, there's more pizza! :D
me: oh no, i'm fine big mommy!
her: there's also ice cream in the freezer!
me: oh...uh i'm good! :]

dang if i ate everything she offered me, i'd be eating well over 3000 calories a day. x_x
</boring calorie+weight loss crap>

anyway, i love that it's spring. the weather has been beautiful and with daylight savings time, it's still bright out when it's 7pm. i absolutely love it. i'm not looking forward to the summer heat though. ugh. i detest it. all heat above 75 degrees and humidity is evil.


Mar. 21st, 2009 02:31 am
xradiostatic: (epik high!)
we have officially killed epik high's website.
8374982734 people are trying to access it at the same time and the servers were just like "WTF TOO MUCH WORK" and gave up LOL. D:

crap man. i want to pre-order the album now! although international fans won't be able to actually pre-order until tomorrow, i want to get my name on the list tonight (er...this morning o_o) at least.

edit: around 3am, i FINALLY got to log in, and post on the BBS to do the pre-pre order (lol). hopefully i did it right. apparently, only 6 people have posted on it so far. i can't believe i got through. wow....*falls out dead from sleep deprivation*


Mar. 19th, 2009 12:13 am
xradiostatic: (tae yang &hearts;)
i can't fall asleep. i keep tossing and turning in bed and i went to bed at 11:15. i just ate some tart cherries. hopefully they kick in soon so i can get at least 5 hours of sleep. ;_;
xradiostatic: (cameraaaa <3)
okay, enough of the caps lock. but omg pre-order is on the 21st and i am so elated.

they BETTER come to chicago when they do their US tour, or i'm gonna fly to seoul myself and beat tablo, tukutz and mithra up for not listening to me and drag them back here. XD

i only have like, 50 dollars cash and some pitiful amount of 10 dollars or something like that in my bank account, but oh well. i'll just have to use that 50 dollars i've been saving since december. epik high is amazing, and more artists like them need to be supported.

in other news that you still won't care about: I GOT AN A+ ON MY ENGLISH FINAL.
i was so shocked. O:


Feb. 27th, 2009 05:15 pm
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i can't stand when people ask me to do a photoshoot for them and do all this work, but then when the ask for prices, they're all "psh that's too much!"

well, you go to downtown chicago, find a professional photographer get an estimate, and then come back and tell me that my prices are "too much". <.<


i really miss programming. i was a total nerd in my visual basic class, catching onto stuff right away and being all happy whenever i made the simplest program, haha. after 8 months of not doing it, i remember nothing.

tomorrow i'm doing a photoshoot with soy! i'm so freakin' excited. i haven't taken good photos in a while, and i'm gonna have a chance to play around with my studio lighting some more.

it's times like these i wish i drove. 'cause i'm gonna have to somehow make my studio light, umbrella, tripod, flashes and props/clothing compact enough to get on the bus without it being super heavy or hitting old people in the head when i walk past. ;_;

of course, i'll be posting the photos. :DDDDD


Feb. 21st, 2009 06:21 pm
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having laryngitis sucks.
i didn't know how much i actually talked until now LOL.

i can't sing along to any of my music. it's quite depressing.

at least i'm breathing a little better now and i'm not coughing as much (since i stopped taking that evil claritin).
a pen and a small notebook will be my best friend for the next week or so. ;_;

oh - one of my all time favorite male korean singers wheesung came out with a remake of craig david's song "insomnia" (apparently he asked wheesung to remake it, wow) and it's ADDICTING. the video is addicting as well, haha. too bad i can't sing along. <.<

....and i'm sure none of you cared about that LOL.


Feb. 16th, 2009 11:56 pm
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my dog mickey got a hold to some gum in had in my purse, and like a dummy, i left it open on the floor and she ate like...4 pieces. the trident gum has an ingredient called xylitol, and it's lethal to dogs. it causes liver damage/failure.

so far, she's acting normal. we called the animal poison control and they told us what to do (we had to give her a mixture of yogurt and peroxide to induce vomiting), and we're slowly introducing food and water to her like we were instructed to do.

this is all my fault. i usually keep my purse zipped up, but this morning the garbage men came, and i had to run and get my keys to hepl my mom and i left my purse open. ;_;

we have to take mickey to the vet within 48 hours to get her liver levels checked. i really hope they're good.

although my dad is staying up all night to monitor her, i don't know if i'm going to be able to sleep well tonight.

p.s. i am coming down with something AGAIN. i swear, just two weeks ago i had a really bad cold, and now my throat is sore. wtf. i was sick in december-january too. this isn't good....


Feb. 15th, 2009 09:19 pm
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i can't believe i got a freakin' 100% on my japanese test. omg. what a relief. i had studied so hard for that test - i stayed up late the night before until almost 1 in the morning and only got 5 hours of sleep, but apparently it paid off. *celebrates*

that'll basically negate the one F i got on a quiz. yeah boy~

so i think i have a B+/A in that class. not sure, but it's good, that's all i know LOL.

as far as my music classes....not good. D:
well ear training at least.

i need a job for the summer...i'm scared i won't be able to find one in this screwed up economy. i could hardly get one a few years ago when it wasn't as bad. sigh. maybe my uncle can get me a job at one of his cleaners or something. :/

if i get really desperate...it'll be back to the day care center for me. ;_____;


Feb. 7th, 2009 10:31 am
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i am so mad that i'm being forced to go to an orientation for school. wtf? how are you going to hold my records just because i didn't look at a powerpoint slideshow for an hour? put that crap online, let me view it if i want, and be done with it.

i am a freakin' TRANSFER student. most colleges work the same when it comes to administration. i know how they work. wtf. I HATE YOU WRIGHT COLLEGE. *wants to punch something*

taking a #$%^ hour bus ride to sit in a room and look at a powerpoint for an hour. AN HOUR. i could be getting my english paper done right now. omg. i hate this....


Feb. 2nd, 2009 10:05 pm
xradiostatic: (hiro)
i feel so unmotivated.

it's going to be this beautiful phone:

the lg voyager!

if i don't like it, it's okay. verizon has a 30 day phone exchange thing, so i can take it back and get the env2 if i end up hating the voyager.

it won't take me 5 minutes to type out "hi how are you". omg SO EXCITED.
i'm sad though i won't be able to have my phone charms on it. ;_;

p.s. i know my mood doesn't make any sense LOL


Jan. 30th, 2009 06:47 pm
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psh i was about to do my english homework, and it's this like...report that we have to read that a student did and we have to fill out this worksheet.

i didn't even have to do that crap when i had AP english. wtf.

imma just skim through it so i can get my answers for the worksheet.

i swear, this class is like...ugh. so much tedious work. visiting a library's website and writing 2-3 paragraphs to analyze it? :/

i am...

Jan. 25th, 2009 01:23 am
xradiostatic: (cameraaaa <3)
very confused and scared about my future.

i don't know anything anymore. i don't know if i made the right decision to transfer to city college. i don't know if i really want to major in music. i don't know if the feeling of missing photography is one of the need for familiarity and comfort or one of actual passion and love.

i don't want to take forever in school trying to figure out what i want to do in life. i only have a year and a half left of city college (if i stay) to figure out where i want to transfer (if i stick with music) and a few months to figure out what i want to really major in.

i'm so lost right now.

maybe i just need to give it some more time. it's only been a week since the first day as a music major.
but for some reason, i have this feeling that i won't like being one for 4 years.

i'm just so torn.
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of the spring semester. at a new school,, with a new major.
basically, i felt lost in all of my music classes.

my advisor didn't tell me there was an essentials of music theory (or something like that), otherwise i would've taken that instead of music theory 101. she put me in theory 101, and i was SO freakin' lost. the teacher was talking about triads and harmonic scales and intervals. i was just sitting there trying to hide my "wtf?" expression.

he asked the class who hasn't taken he first class, and i raised my hand. he said he'll put me in the lower level class if i want, but it'll be hard work if i stay in 101. i said okay, and yeah. idk. i think i'll be okay. i've been studying all the stuff i mentioned, and i'm starting to get it all. plus, this week will be review (and next week too? idk), so we'll see. i have a week to drop this class if i need to, and i haven't opened the book yet haha. so i can return it and get my money back if i need to.

piano was....interesting. the teacher is this lady from poland, and she had a problem understanding if we were saying D or G, F or E. i think it's because she's old. *Shrugs* so anyway, she went through the class and asked each of us our skill level (i said i know notes, but not on the bass clef, and i don't know how to play the piano), and so she started hitting keys on the piano, and the note on the staff on this lit display board would appear. this huge pole was in the way, so i didn't even know there was a bass clef at the bottom. so when she'd press a note down there, i would have the wrong number and she'd just keep hitting it. so i wa slike "wtf?" so now she thinks i'm dumb or i was lying when i said i could read music. :/

she even split up the class into the good people, and the ones who know nothing. i'm stuck inbetween, sigh.

english was okay. found out the topic of the class is famous chicago murders. definitely will be interesting haha. a 10 page research paper is due at the end. not too bad i don't think.

aural was okay i guess. didn't really do anything. seemed like a repeat of theory since it's the same teacher. we're apparently going to be singing in that class (gasp), but oh well. i think i'll be fine. my voice isn't great, but i don't hurt people's ears when i sing either. and there's like...12 people in the class, so i don't think i'll frak out too bad.

japanese....the teacher is a dry, little old man. i love how he introduced himself.

"i'm sandsy satsou and i was born in japan" *silence* *looks out at class*

he freaked everyone out when he said that we had to memorize the frst 15 hirigana by tomorrow for the quiz. i'm sure a lot of people are gonna be dropping that class. especially since we're gonna have quizzes every week. XD

it's definitely interesting going to a regular school versus SAIC. saic was so small and everyone was like art art art art, but where i am it's like art, medical, music, education, etc. and it's so many people too, and everyone seems to be more happy LOL. i think as art students, we get depressed being stuck inside studios for so long, haha.

so yeah. i think i'll be fine? pray for me ya'll. i need a perfect GPA to get into northwestern university if i choose to go there. idk about depaul.
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2009 Scrapbook~

"Think about the year that has passed. All the memories, the entries and posts that made the year special. Think about all your past layouts, default icons, mood themes. How about all those conversations you had via comments, or the huge post in ONTD that you spent all night commenting on. The 2009 Scrapbook Post is a way to help you remember all of that, in a single post." - [livejournal.com profile] 2009_scrapbook 

yeah, so i saw [livejournal.com profile] huongle's scrapbook, and i thought it was pretty awesome. :D
hopefully i can remember to keep up with this, haha. i'll probably forget and won't update it again until august, lol.

knowing me this'll probably be the only layout i have all year. XD 
  • we got married
  • azumanga daioh
 dang so many songs already and it's only the 8th of january! shows that i listen to too much music. D: 
  • new edition // can you stand the rain
  • ARIA // FALLIN' (-D.O.I Remix-)
  • kanye west // robocop
  • kanye west // heartless
  • gemini // we on (ft. lupe fiasco)
  • 동방신기 - flower lady
  • 동방신기 // mirotic
  • 동방신기 // hey! (don't bring me down)
  • 동방신기 // wrong number
  • kanye west // addiction (old song from 2006, but whatever. it's still amazing lol)
  • crystal kay / ITOSHIITO
  • crystal kay // i can't wait
  • kanye west // the glory
  • 휘성 // choco luv
  • 휘성 // 완벽한 남자
  none yet. believe that one is coming soon LOL.
LOL NEVERMIND! first one~


  • oguri shun
  • wheesung
  • hwangbo
  • hyunjoong
  • lil wayne falling on stage in chicago: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2YceewyNbE
  • black women walking: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vp-Eq6QGSfI
  • mirotic dance version: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1mTgnt5GkYQ

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